♥ Thursday, August 5, 2010
YEAH , IM JEALOUS .
I trust people too much , I was too kind .
- you wanna make fun of me with that , go ahead . 1 thing i'll give you.:
I trust people too much , I was too kind .
I know i've change , I'm very aware of it .
I told myself to .
As many people saw today , I went crazy . I nearly threw my phone down to th first floor . and walked into th damn classroom and anyhow throw tables and chairs. And fucking cried . and something.. something. And, SS , I nearly break down.
About what happened to me,
Im jealous. and went crazy. Im tired of keeping things to myself. So I just shouted when I saw you all , shouted "Im jealous, you how?!" and i fcuking felt like a fool . Idk what happened to me.
And guess what, bestfriend means th world to me.
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One time , few weeks ago , I nearly fainted , did YOU even care ? no . You fucking acted like nothing happened . Everytime you agitate me, you apologized . I accepted . Few mins later you agitate me again . Lol ? Tell me 1 reason , why should I be not angry with you . And 1 reason why should I care about you ? Everytime you make me angry , I close 1 eye. I think i have hundreds of eyes . Everytime close 1 eye close 1 eye. Imma human being , I do have feelings too. If life's too good for you, you go and die better . I don't always forgive and forget. 1 more thing , NOT I PANGSEH YOU . IS YOU PANGSEH ME . stop saying I pangseh you. tyvm. -you can hate me for saying all these. This is just how I feel. Whatever .
Ebel , you can't be soft hearted anymore. A smile is a curve that makes everything straight , what about a frown ?
Ebellll .
