You messed up my heart puzzle,
and I'm left with no words
♥ Sunday, August 29, 2010
HELLO . Abandone my blog LOL .
I'm lazy to blog -.- .
okay .

Ytdytdytdytdytdytd,
AWESOME LUH I TELL YOU HAHAHA . Went church with Ant. Ck. Yh. Sx. Yj .
Funfunfun . LOL . Cuz I sawwwwwww . LEFFY . HIAK.HIAK.HIAK .
And help Owen pass thingy to Callista .
-.- . kay , went Ant. house first to wait for ck . In th end CK reached JP at 2:30 I think . -.- . after that train-ed to City hall . went peninsula . bought guitar stuffs . They bought some clothes . Then went Mac eat . (Y) . Mc spicy not spicy at all , like real only. After that went City Hall interchange meet Yihui , yijie , shixian and EnEn . Then mrt to Expo . Walked there blablabla service start . LOL , Owen keep ask me find someone . Then ask me pass th geek specs to Callista . Then went toilet there . Callista at th other toilet . Epic .
Walk here walk there cannot find , in th end meet at Bookshop there. Owen , SHE DAMN CHIO CAN HAHA . High . -.- . So ah like this like that . Passed to her , then went back to my seat . After svc went Changi airport t3 . HAH . Eat, like this like that , passed thing to Callista again . Was lost . Like whatthhell. The place too small , like real only luh . Then got Bolivia team O_O . Got me like Ohmaigoshhh . Nah I don't give a damn . :x . Then saw XueTing and Xueyi like 123456789987654321years never see themmmmmmm . WOO . oh and Linhui also , I nearly don't recognize her . LOL . Then went arcade . (Y) . And home around 10+ 11+ .
AND TH MRT TRIP TO PIONEER FUNNEHHH . LOL . HAHAHAH . HAHAHHAHAHAH . HAHAHAHHAHA .
Apparently Owen is very HIGH . Veryveryvery high cuz , C . LOL .
oh , and he fucking cut her name on his hand . oops sorry i said it out -.- . arh you cut some more ^^ . I hope you DIE . LOL . -.- . okay I know I got cut also but nevermind , don't cut . -.- . You happy you cut , what is this , take this _|_ . JK :D not funny kthxbai.

Today,
AWESOME LOL . Itellyoueverydayawesomealready Ilovemyfreakinglife .
Meet Yihui yijie Shixian at at at Pioneer MRT station yesyesyesyesyes . LOL . -.- . Mrt to Bugis . Walk here and there . we were all crying for food . HAHAHA . Cuz we got too much money , like real only LOL . We all scared if we use th money buy food we WILL DIE OF HUNGER . Yes we willll . nah . Cuz going eat Swensens -.- , so we all don't dare buy anything . or not , yadayadadoo . Die of hunger . YES :D . -.- . Bought mc Flurry like WOOOOO . Yihui gave me hers , while I'm waiting for mine . Cuz hers veryveryvery less so give me . -.- . Nevermindddd . I'm too kind :D , aww . Went arcade . DDR-like-finally-wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo . DDR-ed with Shixian! WOOO . LOL . AND MY DDR SKILL FLUNKED. YES FLUNK :D . IDK DYNAMITE RAVE AIR SPECIAL LIKEEEE ZZZZ . AND MY AFRONOVA . Whatever I don't give a damn actually ^^ . 1 thing . it.reminds.me.of.you -.- . okokokokok
After that , went shopshop . Domo phone strappppppp . I don't dare waste my money then Yihui sponsor me . WOO THANKS ILOVEYOU . HAHAHA . Then while waiting for Lynn they allllll , played at th Escalator - -" . LOL . Me and Sx and Yj keep .. like when YH go up we go down . (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y) . In th end we use staircase yh can't find us HEHEHEHHE .
Then wait damnnn long they haven't come . Saw Yh's cousin ? uncle ? Auntie ? Parents? omg idk -.- , they spon us eat . HAHAHAHA .
Ate chicken baked rice . NICE . Then when elene (idk how spell) came in we all hide . LOL . nevermind im lazy to elaborate ^^
HAHAHEHEHOHOHUHUHYHYIDKIDKIDK .
After eating wentwentwent walk around . Went arcade again .... damn embarrassing LOL . Cuz I play till slip down -.- . like wthwth :( :( . Then Jubbeat . then went Bugis street .
Shopshopshop . Then Clark Quay . bought Stickys . Mrt-ed to pioneer . Play basketball . like this like that and Home .

OH AND YAY , GOING DO HELIX. WOOO . - -"

doyouevencare?I'mliketalkingtothwallwhenItalktoyou.zz.
`Cause tonight you're no longer by my side.
Ebellll .

♥ Tuesday, August 17, 2010
My blog is like my listening ear. - You wanna disiao me what I wrote , disiao only (: .

LOL , ps . I don't feel like talking to anyone on MSN, esp those who keep on spam me boliao things -.- . + I trying learn new song on guitar . I just wanna be alone now <: Cuz I hate talking on MSN seriously LOL . It's like, in real I always do random things, talk a lot . in MSN i will just keep "LOL ." " HAHAHA" "LOLOLOL" "Hahs." "LOL" . "yeah lor" "LOL" "LOLOL" " :D " BORING RIGHT TALK TO ME I KNOW :$ . I will entertain you in real HAHA -.- . I don't even know why <: But people like LEFFY , because never meet her that oftenly so talk a lot on MSN . Sososososo liddat.

Ytd like whattt .
I finally went CCA . BUT , I kept falling asleep cuz it was boring like .......... and Altos a lot people never come . So when teacher ask altos sing is damn 'LOUD' . And got 1 weird song , "tikatak-a-tick-a-tak-a-tick-tak-tak-a-tick-a" Like wtf . Then CX's house then home.

Okay so today.
WOAH I REACHED SCHOO LIKE 6:45AM . -.- . Should've had more sleep .
Then chiong Eng homework , th Banner thingy cuz did not do . -_- . Then slackslackslack .
PE was (N) because no one wanna badminton with me -.- , FML . Then had to play with Amanpreet -.- . In th end played with YH, Enen , Div, Aman. boring.

DnT , MDM NITA NEVER COME, SHIOK ONLY . LOLOLOL .
HAHA , then got 2 relieve teachers -.- . Me , YX , CX , Joven , Aman , Manickam played Truth or Dare / Dare or Dare . Raj , Limwei , shaul joined in halfway through . Shaul got kicked out -.- , cuz he has no balls LOL .
Wth keep dare me hughughughug -.- -. -.--.-.-.--.-- .
Recess, Went find Cousin. ateateate that merlion idkwhy she keep on hitting me -.- .
Then Art , boring like what only .
Music , Quiz , then Mr Sim give us watch Craps .
one of them was this


LOL , damn wtf -.- .
Thenthenthenthenthenthenthen, Lit . Keep on falling asleep .
SEL , complaincomplainnagnagnagnag .
Break , went Cafe . OMG I ACTUALLY LEARNED HOW PLAY WEDDING DRESS ON PIANO MY SELF LOL -.- .
I know how Play full song liao <: But I'm still stuck on Guitar -.- .
Self Study , slack , all th way .

After school went Cheexian's house's downstair , watch th Boys play soccer . Then home w Antonio .



PS: I really don't feel like talking or entertaining anyone now . Sorry . I'll only talk to some peoples . AND PLEASE STOP SPAMMING WTF .




`Cause tonight you're no longer by my side.
Ebellll .

♥ Sunday, August 15, 2010
Gonna sleep soon .
LOL whatever

Today went to th th th
Ri Ben Chun LOL .
With Chin Keong and Antonio . Actually wanna go Sakura one but Sakura too Cheap . tsktsktsk.
So waited for Chin Keong's tuition to end, then after that he called me then I at stadium wait for Antonio and him come .
They came , then then then LOL , walk here walk there cannot find Ri Ben Chun -.- . Asked an Auntie for directions . Then found . HAHA . Got YOG thingy there so here block there block -.- .
So went in , sit , like this like that , order thingys . Damn niceeeee . Esp. th fish and Fried tofu and sushi . And dessert . HAHA
Basically, I don't , I mean I'm lazy to take pictures. Heh heh . Plus I hate using my phone to take pictures cuz need wait till like 3secs then shoot . Lousylousy ttm .
So , Only got a bit pics .

CK shy , SHYBOY .





LOL , my chocolate icecream left like this -.- . Wasted.

ck - Septum piercing? O_O


Asking th waitress come LOL .

After eating , walked to Safra. Play lan . on th way saw

Ants carrying a bee . Damn disgusting -.- . Got like damn many bees wtf .

Reached Safra ,
Play DotA , wthwth Antonio skills damn gayyyyyy ;@ . Second round Him and chinkeong team then gang me -.- .
After that play Audi . Ant. finally kena pwn <:

He using ~POOTPOOT~ LOL . HAHA .
After that bought Bubble tea then went home like around 9 .

WOO , REFORMAT COMP . Damn not laggy now <: <: <: <: <: <:
Hehs , funnnnn . Gonna put songs in my phone then lalaland .
Fuck school . (N)




`Cause tonight you're no longer by my side.
Ebellll .

♥ Friday, August 13, 2010
FRIDAY TH 13TH
Not a damn bad day luh.
Ps, th previous post , I got more things to write . But nevermind LOL .
And I'm fuckingveryveryveryveryvery tired now. ps. if got spelling or grammar or vocab error LOL .

Geog. - Did worksheets/ corrections
Eng- Filing stuffs. Boring like what only
PE- Played basketball . (Y) . At first solo because all girl go play Volleyball but I feel like playing basketball -.- . Then Antonio suddenly come snatch LOL
Recess- buy things then went back class eat . Keep find cousin but she never come school . (N)
Hist.- Filefilefilefilefile boring like no life.
Mother tongue.- zz. sickening teacher . anyhow scold people wtf . Then watch some stupid show. -.- Was crying cuz..... something + head super pain
Maths- lie down on table . head pain like wanna die liddat :/ .
After school go find Ray .
After that ant. house>home . LOL . COMPLETE RESIDENT EVIL 5 . (Y) .

ok i seriously very very very very tired :/ . byebye.

`Cause tonight you're no longer by my side.
Ebellll .

♥ Thursday, August 12, 2010
I miss th way we used to be.
I miss th times when I always take bus and walk to your house whenever we're going out.
I miss th times we argue about who to choose th timing when we're going out.
I miss th times we argue about where to eat.
I miss th times when we go out together
I miss th times when you come my house and cook random things and make my kitchen messy.
I miss th times when I always walk you home and you keep asking me to go home.
I miss th times when you bully me (Lol?)
I miss going to Library with you.
I miss th H2H conversations.
I miss going to your house and wait for you to bathe like 40mins+ .
I miss playing deodorants with you.
I miss laughing so hard till I cry laugh till like there's no tmr with you.
I miss going arcade with you.
I miss th singing competitions with you. - till now I still don't know how to sing Vanilla Twilight :/.
I miss threatening you when you don't wanna go my b'day that time (wtf LOL)
I miss th malacca trip.
I miss using comp at th library with you.
I miss waiting for you outside your class when Recess/After school
I miss sitting at th staircase every morning with you.
I miss waiting for you at th 7-11 every morning.
I miss competing games with you.
I miss going to church with you.
I miss going to church and when singing keep jumpjump then laughlaugh with you.
I miss th times when my phone don't have money , you ask me to miss call you like Yes = miss call 1 time . No = Miss call 2 times.
I miss calling you when I get back home.
I miss chatting on phone with you.
I miss introducing songs to you.
I miss crapping with you.
I miss going to 7-11, buy cup noodles and slack at th Exercise corner with you.
I miss buying slurpee with you.
I miss making fun of your pimple.
I miss th 'I-swear-on-th-count-of-our-friendship'(s) .
I miss th 'You promise me no secret de lorrr. Suan liaooo .'
I miss th 'eh eh , you see , th boys infront keep look at you lor , tai chio liao lah ni tsktsktsk'
I miss th random times.
I miss playing badminton with you.
I miss cam-whoring with you in th toilet for idk how longg.
I miss climbing on th playground thingy here and there w you.
I miss walking pass your class everytime.
I miss being crazy with you.
I miss th times at Suntec City then keep lost.
I miss going out with you and your ahgong.
I miss slapping you when you're rude to your ahgong.
I miss trying to snatch your phone and read your smses.
I miss sharing money to put inside th Tapz card and play.
I miss th times you keep calling me short -.-
I miss th "Wo de tou fa hui bu hui luan? Qun hui bu hui guaiguai ?"
I miss buying mc flurry with you.
I miss buying plain water at canteen with you at mornings .
I miss walking around with you at JP round and round aimlessly.
I miss going to Popular and read book with you .
I miss waiting for your CCA to end for hours.
I miss th way you threaten me.
I miss after we watched Eclipse , "omg I very scared seriouslyy." -.-
I miss using ez-link card to pay for things in 7-11 with you.
I miss walking you home , then I walk home damn fast trying to avoid Males . -.- .
I miss trying to stalk you home when you ask me to go home first.
I miss making fun of you.
I don't miss when you run into my bathroom while Im bathing -.-.

Just so you know, when I was outside your class and told you that your skirt is like.. at th side, it was cuz some upper sec people noticed your skirt and laughed. I did not reply you after you said "Then?" Cuz I think you'll still say "then?" and you won't bother.
I guess you really don't wanna talk to me or see me.
So.. I'm not gonna bother you anymore.
I wish you luck , I wish you health ,
Goodbye , Bestestf. though you don't treat me as one. Takecare.
idk if you'll read this . -.-




`Cause tonight you're no longer by my side.
Ebellll .

♥ Monday, August 9, 2010
HAPPY B'DAY SINGAPOREEEEEEE
we are singapore we are singapore blablablablablabla idkidkidkidk.


ps , didn't post properly these few days . ._.
Hey , if a girl and a guy close , then ? Don't judge me . He was just trying to cheer me up . I know what you all think and what you all think . -.- . At least he always cheers me up . Zz . no life . Grow up lah please .

Fri,
I don't really remember LOL . Ps . Stm .
LOL , went school like around 6:30am . Walked around . Went class . No key . then stand outside class don't know how long then saw Agnes and Yh , they going 7-eleven . tag along . Bought Pepsi . Went back school . Wait outside classroom . Cuz Joven forget bring keys then went home and take . LOL ! Bell ring also haven't come . Th don't know who help us open . Then Joven reached .
Other class all do finish their mascot , we last min chiong again like Camp . Then went Parade square then blablabla . National Day message . What speech . me and Agnes behind all sing damn loud . (Y) . In th end also never win most Petrotic Class award . Zzz . Waste my voice only :( .
Then went hall . Performance shits . Then th japanese dance . OMG KENTARO HONDA . HAHAHA SMALL SMALL SIZE CUTE CUTE ONE . TH NAME DAMN COOOLLL . Idk what they dancing , keep spamming th same moves . LOL . Then th second song also , some people went up and dance with them . Then 9am had to go behind th hall do duty . Give out th Pencil cases to classes . Had hard time finding th classes -.- . 2/7 and 2/8 . Idk their form teacher wtf LOL . Then decided to go canteen give to th pupils there . Then went back to th back of th hall . helped Gayathri give th Sec 4s one . Need go behind th stage , cuz th class's form teacher at there . chinese dance like wth . I MISSED IT . (N) . Who cares LOL . Then done finish , went up see th PA things . Cooool . 1/3 did not win anything , :( . Whatever .
Then Charity Bazaar blablabla . Keep buy th Chocolate thing . Then was gonna Dedicate song . but they all dancing -.- . So decided not to disturb . I wanna dedicateeeeee . -.- . Then damn cool th dance battle . Got alejandro dance LOL . :D :D :D Jordan high .
After all that shits , went class slackslack anyhow sing song . After school , went out saw Hazel and Karen . LOL , went Cheexian's house with Agnes, Hazel , Karen , Antonio , Zizhao . LOL , played Smackdown VS Raw . Bra and Panties . NICENICENICENICENICE MUHAHAHAHAHA >D . VS Agnes . Kena pwn ^^ . HAHA . Then used laptop , watched Fatal Frame 2 walk through , damn creepy . After that Went ant. house . Cheexian suddenly can't go then me and Zizhao go only -.- .
Reached there , play Fifa , Modern warfare . WOO WOO . Quickscope gay LOL . then this and that blabla .
Went home .

Sat,
Ok , idk what happened . I totally forgot . wtf is this . -.- ...

Sun,
Sleep all th way , wtf . wasted. like 4am sleep till around 8pm . omg . :( pig .

Today,
Bro asked me to wake up , cuz telephone LOL . Antonio called , ask me go JP .
Bathed do stuffs . Bus-ed to JP . Went arcade find Yixuan and Antonio . Yixuan at there play Initial D don't know how long . After that went buy game . LOL . Antonio bought Resident Evil 5 .
Then went kopitiam eat . Karming and Chinkeong came . Then went buy basketball cuz was gonna go play basketball . In th end Yixuan went home then cannot come down . Slacked at his house downstairs don't know how long . Ck and km told me a lot of stuffs -.-... idk to believe or not.. Then never play . Went Antonio house instead . Karming went home . Left me and CK and ant. Played l4d , modern warfare then Resident Evil 5 . Damn 'easy' play LOL . Actually quite easy , just don't know how play -.- . + th zombies damn creepy . Stuck at th boss stage . I know how defeat alr seriously LOL . Damn easy one ! Roar .
Went home around 9+ . Chatted on phone with Jessica . Was actually gonna go find her and Christine and sec 4 Hazel? think so LOL . Don't know talk damn long . Then settle things in MSN with , you know you know . Was still talking on phone . 1am+ Jessica came but my father kpkb ... sorry :( ..
OKAY , imma sleep now . Going out later I guess . -.- . Im sleepy . byebye .

`Cause tonight you're no longer by my side.
Ebellll .

IDK WHO TO BELIEVE , IF YOU'RE ME , WHAT WILL YOU DO . YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE WHO , 1 TELL ME THIS , 1 TELL ME THAT .
THEN IN TH END I KENA ACCUSED , WTH
IDC , SCH REOPEN , I WILL SETTLE THIS . ZZZZ.
`Cause tonight you're no longer by my side.
Ebellll .

♥ Thursday, August 5, 2010
YEAH , IM JEALOUS .
- you wanna make fun of me with that , go ahead . 1 thing i'll give you.:





I trust people too much , I was too kind .
I know i've change , I'm very aware of it .
I told myself to .
As many people saw today , I went crazy . I nearly threw my phone down to th first floor . and walked into th damn classroom and anyhow throw tables and chairs. And fucking cried . and something.. something. And, SS , I nearly break down.
About what happened to me,

Im jealous. and went crazy. Im tired of keeping things to myself. So I just shouted when I saw you all , shouted "Im jealous, you how?!" and i fcuking felt like a fool . Idk what happened to me.

And guess what, bestfriend means th world to me.

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One time , few weeks ago , I nearly fainted , did YOU even care ? no . You fucking acted like nothing happened . Everytime you agitate me, you apologized . I accepted . Few mins later you agitate me again . Lol ? Tell me 1 reason , why should I be not angry with you . And 1 reason why should I care about you ? Everytime you make me angry , I close 1 eye. I think i have hundreds of eyes . Everytime close 1 eye close 1 eye. Imma human being , I do have feelings too. If life's too good for you, you go and die better . I don't always forgive and forget. 1 more thing , NOT I PANGSEH YOU . IS YOU PANGSEH ME . stop saying I pangseh you. tyvm. -you can hate me for saying all these. This is just how I feel. Whatever .

Ebel , you can't be soft hearted anymore. A smile is a curve that makes everything straight , what about a frown ?
`Cause tonight you're no longer by my side.
Ebellll .

♥ Wednesday, August 4, 2010
HEY.
If a guy and a girl is close , so ? Doesn't mean like what fuck right ? You all can grow up not ? Wtf . enough is enough . Seriously . kns, saysaysaysaysay anyhow only . Talk cock . Dramatic . zzz . You all think fun , I don't think so . You all think i don't care, I'm not angry . You're wrong . lastly , _|_

and.
Don't only think about yourself . Put yourself in other's people shoes .
If anyone realized I've changed. Yeah I did , and I don't wanna care anymore . Seriously , enough of this shits .

oo, soooooo, I don't have feelings , I don't have a fucking heart , I don't even exist in your world . I see , imma Third party after all . Imma extra after all . Whatever shits , whatever you wanna say about me , spit it out . Since th matter is like OK alr .
I know very well I'm a extra , I won't chup in you two anymore ,

oh and guess what , I'm still utterly disappointed .

11:11 , what shit ? I prayed , prayed and prayed , wished and wished , nothing happened . -.- .
roar . Idc , I won't fucking give up . I needa miracle. Though I said I don't care , I.still.care -.- . ok idk what im talking seriously .

Sorry , this post is crap.





`Cause tonight you're no longer by my side.
Ebellll .

♥ Tuesday, August 3, 2010
heyhihellobitches.
i've got nothing to say for myself. I guess I pissed you off badly , sorry.
Sorry

and,

Happy Bird day Antonio. LOL .
damn wtf today . -.- .

Class got praised a lot recently . Shiokkk .
Maths improved, more shiokkkkk . Chinese failed. - normal . LOL ._. ..
and guess what , my dunno what score . "-" a fking dash . -.- .. because my maths failed last term. whateverzxzx . For Express sake , imma go for CCAs and be a goodgood girl from now on . LOL .
But because of my laziness , bracket N bracket .

today.
Bused to school . Walk around th damn fucking blocks outside school for awhile LOL . Boring .

PE: . whatever shitszxzx. Played Badminton. LOL . VS Agnes, cheexian and Antonio.
DnT: draw boxes. Dehydration man . Never drank water -.- .
Recess: stayed in class , went down buy drinks, stay in class.
Art: LOL. LOL . Didn't did th painting , cuz th paper was with Anna -.- .
Music: Watch th damn Hossan Leong's vid about copyright . -.- . They Good news and Bad news. People gonna get expelled. zz -.- .
Lit: did YOG poster , then Super toys.
SEL: dengue fever thing , then to music room . Settled stuffs o.o .
break: went cafe with Yh . Lol.
SS: Agnes cried :/ . stupid teacher anyhow scold her -.- .

After that went Chee xian's house. then ant's house . then home around 10.
LOL. theyyyyyyyyy damnnnnnnnnnn wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -.- . Wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf spam .
ZHENJI

noididntpangsehyou,isyouwhopangsehedme.whatever.Imsickandtiredofthiscraps.seriously.
`Cause tonight you're no longer by my side.
Ebellll .

♥ Monday, August 2, 2010
Sorry'

Tsk.. Lol . WARNING , THIS POST IS CRAP ^^
idk what to post. I miss april-June. and.th.reason.is.... LOL.
Surprisingly I went to Choir today LOL . Jk , what surprise -.- . It's boringggg . I kept on felling asleep like seriously . Lol .
LOL , today.
Morning keep ... sorry.. Lol . you should know who you are . sorry :/..


Hist: Joven never come LOL . Then whole class wait outside th classroom cuz no key . My Singh pissed off -.- . Then never bring book , borrow from people . tick here and there .
Eng: Learn idioms and stuffs . LOL .
RAP: make a YOG poster o.o .
Recess: eat lalallaa
EM: Test ! IDK GOT WTH -.- . then learn Angles thinggg
Sci: write 'Sorry sorry sorry sorry.......' 1 page . for.. idk Lol . YH go take don't know uhh... Lol . idk what im talking now . total got 752 sorries . Awesome. Then teacher teaching vertebrates invertebrates then go through workbook.
Geog: class too noisy , stand outside class dunno do what then go in
reading: read LOL
FT: Mrs Yue came in and spoke to th class o.o .

Okay i know very crappy , I lazy post now LOL .

HEY YOU , STUPID LIAR / TIMER.
I was lucky I was told that Sweet talks are just beautiful lies. Remember December to January ? What you told me ?
IM AWESOME MAN . LOL . Sucker . (N) to you ^^ . ps , I hate this kind of person ^^



`Cause tonight you're no longer by my side.
Ebellll .





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