♥ Saturday, July 31, 2010
Spent today by myself lifelessly at JP .
Then went home , then went to Sis's house .
Mrt-ed home , saw some peoples , Lol .
I miss those p5 and p6 times .
I miss Ellysa , I can just be myself , crazy till like some mad woman who just run out of Mental Hospital and Swimming with her.
I miss Fatema , though P6 not same class with her , we're still damn close . kept going to Crystal's house countless times after school . Going pioneer mall or JP shits .
Daily routine , Bus to JP > Buy milkshake at mac > Mad at Library . or eating Roti Prata at library .
I miss Crystal , going to her house countless times , her father kept on buying stuffs for us to eat , (: .. and Shouting crazily at her house . Playing with her brother . madness .
I miss Kajaal , her jokes, her craziness , her laughter just makes my day . Esp her spongebob laugh . Never fails to make me laugh .
I miss 6.4 , craziness . Worst class in P6 , shouting crazily then th KwekKwek keep from 6.1 look into our class. I miss making fun of "Yeo yeo yeo kaixin ! Lion in th eco garden !" I miss extending Lucas's shirt . LOL . I miss 6.4's laughters. I miss Ms Santhana .
I miss Angklung , I miss playing with Lucas's ipod touch . I miss Mr Lau Monster .
But , seems like.. Sec school's memories is like.. idk..
It's only been 8 months . More memories than Pri school .
I miss sec 1 camp , I wished i did not even asked you 'uhmm .. what's th time now?' and played with you .
but still . Idk what happened . but , you're still my bestf no matter what . I guess you should know who you are. Ps , im not being like some lesb or what , do not misunderstand , -.- .. Im sorry 'bout what i've said when Im having fever . After I went back school , everything changed. Idk , but I really think that you're angry at me. I'm really sorry . I know I shouldn't have said that , but since i've already said that I can't possibly rewind and not send those messages. If only I could. Cuz I seriously , don't think I'm your bestf . now , we only say 'hi' 'hello' to each other .
Is it me , or is it you who have changed. idk.. everything's different now. Idk who's fault it is , I just wanna say ..
I'm sorry.
and before th day I got fever , I've shown my attitude to you . sorry seriously.. i seriously don't meant it . moodswing . x.x... im sorry . Idk if you're angry at that or something .. Sorry. .. You should know who you are bah..
Ebellll .
♥ Friday, July 30, 2010
Im silly.
Crying over silly things
Ebellll .
♥ Thursday, July 29, 2010
HeyHiHello.
Have been quite moodless and keep moodswing lately, sorry to peoples whom I've shown my attitude to . Sorry , seriously . Kept on talking shits and craps . Talk to me I will like keep '-.-' '-.-' . And crying in class , cutting my hand . don't really have mood to post now . on phone with Leffy . kena force zz . Cry on phone somemore -.- .. Lol.. she now laughing at me . heartless one -.- .
asshole -.- .
Yesterday was, ok . Lol .
School>Cheexian house> Basketball > Nightwalk > home .
LOL , have been playing basketball these few days. and going out with Cheexian they all LOL .
I th only girl wth , ._. ..
and have been staying in class every recess or slack at Stair case there. Kena caught by some people , me cutting hand LOL .
Today .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHUA CHIN KEONG AKA COUCH CHUA , LOL!!
and DIVINIA ! :D
school>gekpoh with Agnes, Andy , Chee xian , Chin keong, Joven , Biyang , Antonio , Yixuan.to celebrate Chin Keong's b'day . >Basketball>Cheexian's house>JP>bus-ed home .
I hope th class photo , th dunno who , won't choose th pics when my hair fly :( . Stupid wind
Life have been very diff ever since when I got Fever that two days .
When I got back , it seems like everything changed . Friends drifted. I'm alone.
When I got back , it seems like everything changed . Friends drifted. I'm alone.
I missed th days , th days before I had fever . I smiled naturally . Now , I'm left with an imperfect smile , a forced smile . I seriously hate it when friendships drift , esp when it's with your bestf . Your bestest friend . closest friend . Things seriously changed after I got back to school .
Like, one friend asked me , "Why are you so moodless these few days?"
Lol.. it seems like I'm no longer gonna sit at th Block A staircase every morning , waiting at Level 4 , sending people back home alr .
Owen , don't cut your hand -.- . I won't cut anymore , kay ?! Even if you stress about.. C . Don't . I believe , you have a lot of chance compared with .. you know. Cheer up . Get well soon -.- . Don't give up on her .
No one cares. No one.
Ebellll .
♥ Monday, July 26, 2010
I abandoned my blog , I guess thats why people are abandoning me !
LOL , Jk ._. .
Imma try updating more oftenly kay ?! Blame my laziness and tiredness and stress <:
Slept at 4am+ , HAH .
Woke up , and I officially hate rain now . :( I just hope it rains when I'm sleeping , veli nice to sleep :D .
Did stuffs , y'know y'know one , was going meet Praise but thought I was late , So I fucking rush out of th damn house , was forced to bring an umbrella , didn't used .
Rushed to th bus stop , was wet like hell .. Lol .. bus came , bus-ed to 7-11 there ..
Was kinda pissed , Lol , cuz Praise suddenly ask me go school first , so I rushed there for nothing -.- . Nevermind . Used umbrella . Halfway Praise call me from behind , LOL .
Walked to school , dunno what happened , seperated .. :| . Actually was gonna cry , then .. LOL .
Went find Antonio and Agnes , sit down , cry , think Agnes knew I was crying o.o .
PS: I'm not a crybaby , I'm just fucking depressed and stressed .. no one to talk to , so .. cry . which makes me feel worse/better . LOL . ._.
Think cried till bell ring . -.- . Then walked in th rain with Agnes to classroom , still a bit ....
Actually I cried throughout th curriculum hours . HAHA . :/ .
Owen is in , you know.. Leffy is , BUSY ! :( .
But still , thanks to you two luh, you both never fails to be there for me whenever I need someone to talk to or need a listening ear . And you both never fails to cheer me up .
Esp OWEN , your stupid Jokes ! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA . Then th way you and Leffy argue , (Y) .
okay continue LOL , like I think Sci lesson , cried , a lot people crowd around me -.- . like wth . LOLOLOLOLLL . Thanks to people who cheered me up , :X .
Oo, AND . English class ! DAMN EPIC .Teacher never come , th th Laoahpeh come relieve . Then he keep at there say 'Class stand'Its like , we all stand alr , but some keep talking . Then he say our class misbehave , then bring all of us to GYM outside , th camera there , squat down .Then th China peoples walk past , we all at there 'HELLLOOOOO' LOLOLLLOOLThen they took pics of us, omg HAHAHA . xD !Th teacher talk like.. wth ,He say mr phua Witness . I thought he said 'He is th Bigass here .' WTF LOL .That teacher english , SUPER PRO I TELL YOU (Y) .
Assembly .. ALSO . -.- . Ifuckinghatemyself.
then.. didn't really have mood.. and throat kinda pain, so..
Went gekpoh , with Charissa , Agnes , Antonio , Yixuan .
Laughed like 1 mad girl . LOL !! Keep say Charissa eat th most , xD . Then laugh damn loud .
HAHAHAH , then , cuz Charissa don't know our language , xD
like
-raining-"Wah , today's whether very 'hot' hor"She: "Where got , raining leh !"
HAHAHHA , keep disiao her this xD !!
Ate finish , went find Joven, Biyang , Zi Zhao , Cheexian at .. some block , LOL .
They playing Soccer . Then they kick like , where Charissa was standing , they sure kick till there , LOL .
After awhile , went Cheexian's house . Agnes and Charissa went home , aww.. left me 1 girl alone with them -.- . Laughs .
Played with Cheexian's dog while some play PS2 , damn cute ! Th dog keep drink th Cokes on th table , then th dog jump up go drink , LOL . Then played balls with th dog .
Then me and Joven play Winning Eleven , LOL , I lost . :( .
Played laptop , then go down again .
They all don't know play soccer with WestGrove Pri peoples , all tiny tiny one . O_O .
Played don't know how long , injured here and there , Joven's th leg below ... th skin drop off , see till meat . omg x.x. Take care .
Antonio Sprained leg , LOL . Cheexian kick ball kick till very pain .
After that , bus-ed to JP with Ant.
idk why .. I walk till boonlaysec there.. Lol .. like 6:30+ .
Was going to Pioneer Mall then walk home . But ..
Saw till Christine , Jessica , Jordan , Nina and Susan o.o . LOL .
Damn funny can , LOL . Keep say Jessica and Christine Merlion . then what 'Xu Yao' and fats . LOL !! Idk how say , damn funny .
Stand there talk don't know how long , till 7pm+ , ththth Susan take bus home .
walked to Pioneer Mall with Christine and Jessica , laughed , HAHAHAH .
Went mac , sit there talktalktalk till 8pm+ , they bus-ed home , Left me .
walked home . ate , bathe , here I am o.o .
Still kinda moodless.. LOL ..
Lazy update alr . -.- . I still haven do my DnT , and my fucking sketch book ! CAN'T FIND ! I'm dead ._.
Is it me?.. or is it you that have changed?.. sighs. Think i seriously pissed you off.. I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry .. :| ...
Ebellll .
♥ Sunday, July 18, 2010
SORRY , I'VE OFFICIALLY ABANDONED MY BLOG .
Dammit , Im just too lazy to blog -.- .
Sighs ... I LAZY DO HOMEWORK , OMFG . nvm maths left 3 question only . BUT SEL ZZ damn .. Im dead.. zz :| .
Byebye short post . Owen going in later again . Tsk , take care in there -.- . Don't let your your your , you know lahhhhhhhhhhhh , worry . You two so sweet , LOL . byebye .
byebye
Praise , Praise , Praise , Praise , Praise ,you owe me 1 drink , LOL !
Ebellll .
♥ Sunday, July 4, 2010
HAPPY BIRD DAY PRAISEYEOPEISHI !
LOL , fly and touch th sky ^^
Ah , idk what to update . Lol .
:/ .. MIA ! :D BYEBYE
Ebellll .
